I am slightly better today :)

I just want to say, a part of me, is not with me. I should get it back and give it to the rightful owner. But I've absolute no confidence in doing so for I know a part of me, is lost in you, and probably dead.

Is this another sign that I'm entangled?

I broke my necklace this morning while drying my hair. The towel and my hair probably are scolding me for my emo-ness and confusion yesterday night. Or signalling to me to face the facts and do something that's more fair to all. I feel so bad. I told baby about it. He said it's alright, since the pendant's the focus and as long as the pendant's alright, I can always get a replacement for the broken chain. Yeah, thanks for your slight consolation, it didn't very much work but it'd help. I feel like I broke something that I shouldn't and it's my fault. I feel like things broken will remain broken. I feel like it's such a bad sign to me. I am scared. I want to get a replacement so immediately, and so baby and I randomly went out for dinner tonight! Thanks love! :)

Dear baby said he'll send the broken chain for repair. Yay! This Sun okie?

And to cheer myself up over some moodswings, I bought another chain of a different design. I like it too! I happen to see it really randomly and I feel like all along I wanted such a design. Haha. When the broken one's repaired next time, I'll have today's newly bought one and the repaired one.... so I'll always have a necklace to wear even if I accidentally spoil one again(hopefully not, I really really don't wanna history to repeat itself! Not such history please, PCY.)

PCY please learn your lesson and be more careful and less chor lor. PCY, please. Lol!

I wanted to eat dessertstory btw...but I wanted to eat cake too. So baby ownself chose for me and brought me back to sembawang for espresso cheesecake, which is good!



Yes I am still sad, but overall, I am slightly better today :)