不是不信你，而是不信自己。

I was asked of a question, that I somewhat know my answer but I am just not too sure.
Or I am just not willing to accept the fact that I may be sure of what's my probable answer, but I just refuse to believe in it.

Because it will get me all confused, which I sometimes already am. And I can't tell anybody, I don't know how to. I can't explain.

I seem to always have so many things I wish to say, but I don't know how to put them across, and it's silently killing me.

I admitted in me, but not all.

I am not somebody who's good in forgetting the past for every small thing lingers in me.

I am scared.

不是不信你，而是不信自己。