I'm sad too.

Life is unpredictable.
It was all shock when Liying told me Nicole died.
Suicide.
I still am in a state of shock and disbelief.
Life is way too unpredictable.
Rest in Peace friend.

And,
I guess it's time to learn and remind ourselves of everything.
Anything, just say it out.
Don't bottle it up. I'm shivering. I don't want myself to end up in suicide either.
So much I've come to know, I must tell myself to speak out anything, even if I don't get an answer, at least when I said it out, it sure is gonna be much better.

Even if I can't speak it out personally, I must continue to come to my blog, blog it all out, I don't have to care how the readers would judge me, after all I'm human, I need a breathing space. I need to speak what's inside of me.

I wanna watch UP. I should have watched it in the past. I should have just watched it. Damn it. I should learn not to hold false hopes and silly-ly hope we'd watch it together. Fool.

Smile CY, cherish people who loves you!