Eclipse.

I missed the eclipse - my tv still haven't come home. Yes, it's obviously spoilt and still under repair.
That's not enough.
I've hurt Clarence again, again, and again. And I know he's ignoring me cos I deserve it.
That's still not enough.
I was told to reflect, and maybe I somehow realise I might have hurt Cal too. Maybe ten thousand more ppl in the world I've hurt thanks to my very "nice" attitude. IDK.
That's still not enough.
I don't have the mood to talk to anyone. Because just like you, I keep things to myself.
That's still not enough.
I've screwed my accounting test because I just don't know why I just don't remember how to do the shit paper.
That's still not enough.

Cigs don't help. I don't take drugs. And bubble tea isn't working either.
I've ran out of tears. And even a long blog post.

Please tell me tomorrow will be a better day.