Can I emo tonight?

Can I emo tonight?
Very cold night..... and cold weathers suck cos they remind me of the past.
I am someone very much trapped in the past, yes I have moved on but sometimes some memories will just come back for like 1 sec or so. The scary thing is it'll stay for a few hours or something like that.

I am not thinking too much, I just tend to always think of all possibilities to worry myself... or rather acting like I can predict the possible near future (esp those negative ones tt r way out of my favour) or something like that. Sometimes you just have to be realistic and convince yourself....

Ok I am bullshitting.

Bro's blasting "MINE" for hours. I love it.

You were in college working part time waiting tables
Left the small town, never looked back
I was a flight risk with a fear of falling
Wondering why we bother with love if it never lasts

BLA BLA BLA.

I'll be better after a night's sleep.