It all begins with the society

It all begins with the society.
Society is a scary thing, it forces us to be and accept what we are not.

I was intimidated by it, I couldn't be what I am not. I already broke down. I couldn't take it from where I was anymore.
I quitted school. I need a break before I start any other things again.

Give me some time people.

I don't know how long I'll need, I hope I'll be okay soon too.

Thanks for everybody's concerns.

Do note that if you can't take what you are anymore, leave. Forcing yourself own brings pain to yourself, your family and loved ones. Don't be stupid like me, trying to force myself to accept the school so painfully till I can't eat and stuff.

I left, I know it'll do me much much better than staying, but I still am sad over this decision.

But every decision is right, it depends on how we view it, really. I just need some time to accept the reality and be back to the bubbly me.

Life is short, I want to live it MY WAY.