^^

CY emo-ed in the morning..
I know I'm evil... I used to shoplift and now that I've kicked it, I steal humans.
Sometimes I wonder, am I happy after I get what I want!?!
Or am I getting what I want for the sake of.. of.. pleasure!?!
CY is such a sadist.

Anyway, today's family day. <3
It feels good to walk around the mall with the family.. eating.. laughing.. chatting.. shopping.. At least it makes me feel loved.

Human beings, is there someone in this world that would belong to you completely? Is there a way to bring down your expectations and learn to share your love? Is there?

Is sharing your love = not loving the person enough
Is sharing your love = inevitable so you should accept it
Is sharing your love = happiness for the one being loved and sadness for the one who loves

AP wrote this some time back.
"just special friends, they said
special friends.

what a nice name."

Perhaps, it applies to me too.