right?

today, irene called me 20 mins b4 end of work. Happiness! Hearing her everyday-so-excited voice.. listening to her kiao ka at home etc.. shit man. envy. sometimes i wish we were still working together, yet sometimes i wish i need not work anymore, school has started or i've already graduated. i want time to go faster now and let me enjoy whole jul celebrating bdays and whole aug nua-ing at home. and i want time to slow down when sch starts. if only i could control everything, it'd be perfect.